Ever been there? What do you do when you just don't know what to do? Whether it is a relationship, job, family, education, etc. You are stuck, kind of in a rut, maybe. Your mind is blank or you have run out of options. You are just not sure where you are to go next?
I am at that place. I am a control freak, so I like to know what is going to happen and be in charge. I have been forced to be independant. No one else is going to take care of me, so I have to do it my self. Many times that is dangerous, I know.
Jeremiah 29:11 says that God has plans for us. Sometimes it is just hard to see it in the everyday scheme of things.
I am at the point where I don't know what is ahead, where my future lies. Where will I be in 5 years? Will I be married or still single? Will I be at the same job doing the same duties or will I be somewhere else or doing something totally different. I don't know the answers to ANY of these questions. Not knowing often makes me uncomfortable.
What I DO know is that this is the time when I don't need to DO ANYTHING. I just need to wait, stand still and strong. Relax in this place that God has brought me to.
None of us knows what tomorrow brings, all we have is today.
I am determined to make each day the best it can be and live each day to the fullest, having fun along the way. I am learning to TRUST GOD!!! After all, He knows what is best, and it will all work out for our good.
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